Well, hey guys.
haha, its been like a year since i've blogged and i'm sorry.
so much has happened in the past year.
and it's put me in this like...half and half depressed mood.
lets start from the beginning.
That Billy guy from last year? Long gone. Broke my heart into 100000 pieces. and then stomped on them.
he only cares about himself. and no one else. we dated off and on for about 5 months, hiding it from my dad the whole time. but he knows now. so WTF ever. who cares, right?
wrong.
After we broke up, I wanted nothing more than to get back with him. Nothing. Thats all i wanted. But now? After he led me on for 3 months and did the crap he did. I am so done. I gots me an amazing boyfriend named Jonathan. and he made me realize why it never worked out with any other guy. Because God had this planned. He needed me to see what i didn't need, for me to see what i do need. What i can't live without. Jon. :) i love him. he is the absolute sweetest, most adorable, most amazing guy. ever. he treats me the same way at home that he does with his friends. he comes to church with me. he surprises me at random times with random gifts and sweet little text messages and pictures and notes. he is absolutely everything i have ever wanted. and i don't think i tell him that enough. but i try :) and thats all that matters.
Well, with the new year, came new changes. Mackenzie got her license. I started Upward Bound. our friendship was closer than ever. She even got a boyfriend. A guy I introduced her too. My new best friend Steven Tyler Corbin :)
But she screwed that up. The same way she screwed our friendship up. She got dumped because she decided to run that mouth about things that didn't happen. and will never happen in the ways/places she said they did. So, her ship has sailed. and if it tries to dock again, I'm gonna shut my dock down, turn off the lights, and lock the doors. I'll put up a big sign that says "Liars Aren't Welcome Here" or in the words of Gabe, Skank isn't welcome here. :)
Anyways, thats the worst thing thats happened all year. Now, Makala is legit my best friend. Her and Haley. Haley and Tyler are gonna get together soon. I just know it :) and im so excited. Tyler took us mudding Sunday night after church. and we. had. a. ball. funnest thing i've ever done with those freaks i call my friends xD.
hahaha, i love you guys! and i seriously have absolutely no freaking idea what i would do without you guys.! probably go die. in a hole. in the middle of caney. and wait for Tyler to run me over with the truck. xD
Well, i guess imma go for now.
Te Amo Guys!
Be Back Soon! :)
Hopefully!
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